apologize

never too late

2009-03-18T17:49:00.002+08:00

hahaha dunno wats wrong with me recently :D:D
the title was random mwahahah
yup. here to update on my life :):)
last fri i barbequed with my cousins and val :p haha until 3am plus hehe
then on sat again the same ppl but until 5 am !!! hah abit retarded i noe. but it was fun lah!
on sunday, obviously it was my birthday party celebration. still barbeque but with more ppl.
:D:D had great fun :] hehehehe
but i had to go home early D: like 1am plus plus cos on monday! i have stupid oral :S grrrrr
idiot de leh. MONDAY 16 MARCH is my birthday lah!!! how can treat me like that and have oral on that day :( can die u noe.
after oral i went home obviously, but but but i spent my whole day at home alone. ALONE!! on my birthday! wtf.

hah but nvm. at least i had a party :} still happy.

hahahahaha being lame and random.
MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

GET OVER IT!

2009-02-24T23:36:00.002+08:00

it's over. long ago i noe =.=
but now i have to get over it. it's different.
why do motive's hurt?
why do ppl hurt ppl?
but do we noe wats hurt if no one ever tried or if we never have experienced hurt.
ok i noe i am contradicting somehow in someway. ( i dunno )
guess it's called stream of consciousness.
explanation: random thoughts, thoughts not placed in a orderly manner but
in chronological order.(something like tat lah)
it sucks when u cant get over the hurdle, the barrier.
it suffocates and chokes.
lethal
deadly
consuming, both energy and time
okayy, we always say look on the bright side. so i guess the only bright side i see is it kills my boredom sometimes however there seems to be more hurt, sorrow, nagging, pain, complains, constraint, dilema, everything!

ok. it's worse if u are close and can see wats happening each day and eveything.

i've only one sentence to conclude for this post.
i'm super random and lame and weird.

UNbeautiful

2009-02-21T01:23:00.003+08:00

jiahui :)

forgot to blog bout my job the other day.
it was fun. really really lots of fun but seriously quite tiring.
13 hours of standing.
carrying heavy brochures
suan-ed by ppl
BUT
there were fun things like ppl asking lame qns
especially for jiahui.
there was this uncle who asked her if we had a bukit timah package.
hahahaha
ok it was a CHAN BROTHERS fair. (forgot to say)

and we will be working again next week at NATAS fair :D
hope we will have more fun then :)

lesley roy. a guy ? girl?
damn who noes?
sec 3 is super hectic. realise i keep saying.
but its true!
i shall try to blog more often but its really the work that forbids me.
anyways i doubt many read it so
for my self reference i guess +.+

continue

2009-02-10T16:43:00.002+08:00

yep back to continue-ing my unfinished post haha :D
i'm not sure where i stopped but all i noe is i wanna talk about homecoming! :D
hah. i sold 50dollars ticket during CNY but after that SD gave me another 30dollars. so yeah i am trying real hard to sell it ! D:
but i guess our class will be a great success! cos.
we hav great ideas
lots of manpower and most importantly,
GIRL POWER PLUS NICHOLAS :)
hahas
the ideas were thanks to valerie. (see i give u credits haha)
we hope other class can be a success too. so that the whole school will have a great great great homecoming! :]
i'm super excited i realise. hah
anyways, just good luck everyone :X

CLASS COMITTEE GIRL POWER PLUS NICHOLAS XD

Homecomin!

2009-02-10T12:32:00.003+08:00

grah.... i am in com lab now.
doing ms joan chia's work. group work.
i think she is eating snake lor.. cos she asks us to type the notes ourselves but actuallly is for our own good so nvm :) i think she is kinda nice actually lah. just her sarcasm. (cant stand it!)
hmmm, instead i am beginning to realise some teacher ain't as nice as they look, or they were acting at first, so yeah. it sucks.
but we have to resign to fate, since we get them as our teachers :D
jus enjoy as we can.
ok i gotta end here.
tadas :)
i will continue later.!

One Step at a time

2009-02-07T16:17:00.002+08:00

hello :D
it's been a long time since i blogged. sorry!
seems like recently everyone 都很忙 so never use comp.
yeah.... thats the reason why i've not blog for such a long time.
my lit is already killing me liao.
and i still have maths everyday, ahhh save me god!!
ok. now i have history that i must chiong! so byes :D

CNY

2009-01-25T13:07:00.008+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE :D

yep yep. new year new begining :D
ok it sounds old and quirky and all but
i hope everyone gets hell lots of
angbao and money so tat you all can go
shopping and wadeva. jus have money to spent :)

ENJOY YOUR NEW YEAR!

COM LAB :D

2009-01-20T08:07:00.002+08:00

heehee :) morning ppl !
i am in our school's com lab 4 now :]
kinda fun though, since it is LIT lesson. like the typical boring lesson.
it seems alright now actually.
(abit in high mood now :} )
this is the officially the first time i am in com lab since school re-opened :/
currently sitting beside my forever partner in lit lesson (valerie)
and diagonally in front of me is ms minnie rachel wong min ning
in front of me is our ms siva diva ;)
and on the other side of me is ivy oh :\
[gulping coffee to keep awake, cost me $3.10 from 7-11]
haha i shall post another one when i get home :D
BYES

MRS. ??

2009-01-10T15:59:00.000+08:00

it's been a bloody long time since i post. and yeah i am well aware of it.
it's jus the busy days of school.
coming home late everyday and sleeping 2 am or later.
i am jus tired.
but today i am charged up since i've got my sleep :D
first thing to report is that i am in the class committee :D as treasurer :)
second thing is my form techer is ms siva
third thing is i go to 307 for english which i dunno who is teaching.
and last is that yes... correct.. dumbboy and dumbgirl is over so as to mean guy and mean girl.
it is now Mr. Loner and Mrs. Single. :)
Back to Square one. :] hahas.
Hahahahahaha.

oh ya, jiahui decided to go pure geog. i hope she succeeds in the appeal. all the best to u jiahui :D

Eeeks

2009-01-02T02:26:00.000+08:00

Holy Jesus Shucks!
i have not done most of my hols hmwk.
haha
jus drew a little graph and did a qns for physics.
did till qns 6 for math. PATHETIC.
did not do english. CANT BE BOTHERED.
memorise chinese. LIKE REAL.
chemistry at least. DONE.
JEEZ CHRIST i really dunno wats wrong wif me..!
i should maybe get things goin after tomoro. if. only IF the teacher wants it ;)
teehees :D

wish me luck :)

by the way. i am in 304 :]
ps. sorry bout the blogskin, will get it changed soon :p

Back. Countdown.

2008-12-31T17:46:00.000+08:00

hello. :D peeps
just came back frm genting a few days ago :)
it was fun. it was.
sorry i did not manage to get any gifts for u all D:
not enough monayy.
i bought a new bag though.
giv ur comments when u see it :} in a few days frm now.
i hope it looks okay.
i watched wild child!
very nice movie indeed/ great story.
beverly hills chihuahua.
another great one :p

recently i've been watching my movies on dumbboy's psp since he lent it to me :]
it is great watching movies with that small gadget. i can watch while lying in bed and not feeling like having a ton on my body. lightweighted :)

today's countdown gonna be borriing. (for me)

hope everyone hav a happy countdown!! :D
and goodluck for the new. year. ahead.

2008-12-20T01:15:00.000+08:00

MY NEW WORDS ARE THE FOLLOWING :

IDIOT (DE LEH)

CRAP.

AMAZING (LEH)

A maths. -.-

2008-12-18T04:34:00.000+08:00

sorry ppl! for the lack of updates/.
i am jus kind of busy. kinda.
i sleep at 6am and wake up at 4pm.
and i jus watch tv. and eat. and sleep. and do work.

jus as i am bout to say..
A maths is freaky!
i had tuition again and half of my ans were wrong.
either bcos i got stuck or i had careless mistakes D:
it is like one simultaneous qns's working can go up to a page long. !#&^*%
i had to do erm i think two exercise. total of 15 qns?
but i guess i got through it.

it really freaks me out to think how difficult it would be in sec3.
shucks! sch hmwk not done yet.

ytd and the day before. i played badminton.
it was loads of fun :D
hav not played like this for a long time :)
tiring but fun :P
should do it again soon : hahas

ps./ super into little nyonya.! damn freakin nice :D
cant wait to watch next episode haha
monday would be the best ! two eps. back-to-back :]

MORNING :D

2008-12-13T06:22:00.000+08:00

good morning everyone! rise and shine :)
i just finished watching a movie online.
its illegal i noe. wats worse is the movie i watch is not meant for eyes of my age.
it is R21 (zack and miri make a porno)
but i guess almost alot ppl of my age has already watch porn. or at least some pics(naked)
to some ppl i noe u think WTF she is disgusting! watch some freakin porn.
yes i watched a porn. not fully porn just half or a little, but the story was the interesting one.
it was heart-warming to me. maybe not for others.
it was a movie. a nice movie :D
people who are disturbed by this post i am sorry.
yes there was some fucking but it seemed ok to me.
you can say i am bitch or wadeva. or u are shocked or anything but as a matter of fact i've watched it already.

wats done cant be undone.
ok. u may think why i have to post about it. well i just felt like writing and expressing how i feel.
no offence.

i sincerely introduce minnie to watch this movie if u ever read this. i guess u will like it ;D

say i am disgusting or sick. whatever.
it was a great MOVIE. nice MOVIE

i'm gonna sleep now :] goodnight. good morning.

mr dumb boy. if u ever see this. dun be shocked. dun be

late? eary?

2008-12-08T05:55:00.000+08:00

bored.

and wide awake.

good morning ppl.

it is morning 5.56am

listening to 987fm am mayhem.

Arcade!

2008-12-07T03:30:00.000+08:00

hey yo!
today was fun! super fun :D
i woke up about like 2plus and bath,had lunch.
then i started calling jiahui and chat to her :) about mr dumb boy :}
through the phone call i found out jiahui was going to arcade at 5.30 so i said i am gonna go too.
i met her there and we started off our "adventure"
we totally played like hell....but more of me bcos jiahui sister came late.
it was a fun time!
jiahui somehow got jio-ed by some guy but she ran away haha :]
well....thats jiahui. shy girl next door.(not exactly)
i ate dinner with her family and we walked home together.
mwahaha.

damn! my leg hurts. the muscle aches cos of ytd basketball.

CLAASSS outing!

2008-12-05T22:51:00.000+08:00

not exactly a class outing lor... haha

only ivans, chongyu, kenny, ryan, waiheng, salim, yuting, jiahui and me.

we were at plaza sing and we watched the movie city of ember at cathay cineleisure.

then we went back to plaza sing to the arcade and we played! like hell.

haha me and jiahui sort of went crazy over the basketball machine and also stacker machine. but more of the basketball one :D

we played until dunno wat time so we went out finally and head to daiso for some drinks.

so we stood somewhere and was deciding whether to eat dinner or wat. kinda jus slacking. but we decided pasta mania in the end.

but the queue was longgggggg. everywhere had a long queue which was shitty. we went to pizzahut and sort of did not queue in line. shit! so we went back to pasta mania to queue and in the end we had tables!! but jiahui's mum did not allow so oh great we went back leaving the guys there. but jiahui mum suddenly allowed her to eat. her mood was already gone so nope we did not go back. D: saddening lah! cos the meal was suppose to be free for me since my loser had to treat me. but awww.

NEVERMIND! THERE WILL BE CHANCES :}

i went to see mr dumb boy. and his dog too. :)

Mr...

2008-12-05T05:16:00.000+08:00

i love the dumbness of my mr dumb boy but i hate it too
i hate the meaness of my mr mean guy and also loving it too.

Mr DUMB BOY (he prefers this name.)

ps. he's fun!

:D

2008-12-04T20:24:00.000+08:00

today is 4 december.
today is someone's birthday.
today i am wishing someone happy birthday here.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY :)

today i am still dizzy.
today i bought umeya dried japanese scallops that cost $18 for 10 (ouch! expensive)
today i ate a duck drumstick.
today i am blogging with the word today :D
today i am ending it here :]
today, bye :}

Dizzy Spells

2008-12-04T00:50:00.000+08:00

i had the dizzy spells this morning. like real serious ones.
i was wobbly all over and i barely could stand up properly, not saying walk.
mum woke up much later than me.
as i said i was suppose to have tuition but cos of some items my cher' change the date :D
now my body is like tofu!
mum touched and squeezed my arm and legs saying it feels tofu-ly soft and wobbly.
grrr i hate the thought of it.

jeez... dizzy spells are scary. very.

jeez

2008-12-03T01:02:00.000+08:00

hell'o
i changed blogskin today :D if u noticed.
got tired of the old so heres the new :)
guess will be changing more since i got the hang of it.
use to be dumb-dumb as i dunno how to change blogskins. hahaha
stupid right?
i guess i will be off to genting on 25,26 and dunno when.
been to genting like more than two handfuls so not enthu bout' trip.
wanted to go bintan but gah ex! pensive.
bali? dangerous according to mum.
taiwan? too costly.
so genting (dad's favourite! reason? casino.)
the theme park for me is almost useless. i dun dare play alot things hahaha.
i am a scaredy-cat i know!
sleep most if the time hehe :]

ok. tomoro tuition again. gotta prepare :}
byes

hello!

2008-11-26T19:16:00.000+08:00

hey ppl back to blogging again :D
sorry for the lack of post D:
anyway my life's been kinda boring recently so nothing much to blog about.
just that i started tuition today :)
gosh ! the stuff that i learnt today was already -.- can't imagine A maths and others.
second exciting thing is today i saw MARK LEE and MICHELLE CHIA at hougang mall today ^.^
other than these two things nothing much lo.
everyday just watch tv. haha
but now today onwards..... i hav tuition hmwk and also must do school's ):

to zanelle: you must keep save alright :] nothing must happen to you :} be back soon yeah!

to jiahui : good luck for your appeal results.!
cheer up jiahui!
(latest news. it failed :\)

?

2008-11-10T04:52:00.000+08:00

boredom!

days recently has been real boring.
nothing much exactly to perk up my dull life :(
i've been doin the same routine these days.
waking up in the mid-afternoon, having a shower, grabbing my brunch+tea-time, watch tv and surf net, shower, dinner, watch tv till round 5am 6? then sleep. and it continues.
that is wat i call a arleen hols cycle.
just goes round and round and round again.

i should seriously get some fun ot of this life or i'm die-ing sooner or later. D:

to jiahui (if she ever reads this): u will get ur homework real soon :) i promise :D
to minnie: saw a wallet recently. kinda ok. but looks real real simple.

thats all i gotta say !

toodles .

new :D

2008-11-06T21:58:00.000+08:00

yipees!!!

i've got a new phone :D

it's name is LG secret KF750 :)
it has a 5 megapixels cam

sort of touch screen

and sleek design.

a interview ;)

is it good as a phone?

yep it is not that bad quite alright. pleased with it

hows the camera?

well it is good. better than my previous phone >.-

the functions?

its alright. just like almost anyother phone with a few more func. like a little touch screen and has motion games ^.^

user-friendly?

for clever people? definitely alright.

for dumb people like me? a few more tries and it is at your palms ^.''

overall?

i like the phone overall :) it is great!

ok tadas ....off to exploring the phone :\

hope all of you get a new phone soon ;D

boredom

2008-11-01T23:17:00.000+08:00

gahs....great!
i am damn freagin bored now cos' there is practically nothing for me to do at all.
TV: all are movies that i hav watched
COM: audi is down and i dun wanna beg someone for help so yeah...and there is no much other fun games to play D:
other entertaiments? abit difficult arh...no PSP, nor playstation,neither do i hav a wii or even a gameboy!
then not much stuff anymore liao..
sleep? slept alot already >_<
how how? someone help me!!!
:(
grrr i am die-ing of boredom already
sian nah!....
grrrr....
tomoro also dunno goin where or doin wat ):
zzzz (U_U)

ahem.

2008-10-26T21:56:00.000+08:00

today was sort of a boring day actually...cos i was just slacking at home watching tv the whole day :s

a little update on wat happened on fri our class outing.
1) everyone had fun though most were pissed at the strt but it went well :D
2) there was "alcoholics" like me, minnie, ivan, weepin, xuan ming (we were those who took the absolute vodka without mixing anything so it is quite "solid" haha :D) others drank the one which was mixed with 7-up and fruit punch... so was alright :)
3) most or all of us cycled
4)almost everyone got wet(i did not get wet :} )
5)some of us had dinner together and some guys went to chongyu house to stay overnight and the rest went home
*i walked zannies home and then i took a bus home :)
ps. we shall have another outing k :D

YTD was alright but i went to zannies house for a swim anyway and thats the highlight of that day. the rest were boring little details but i had a real nice chat wif someone :]

so bout' all i hav to say :p

Yee pee :D

2008-10-24T01:43:00.000+08:00

yahoo! (not the website u dummy)

yahoo cos' i psycho-ed my mum totally into letting me go east coast for the class outing !! when she did not allow at first... at least in the end she allowed, thanks to my psycho-ing skills HAHAHA (ok being abit too enthu)

but i really believe tomoro is gonna be a fun day for all of us although i really prefered sentosa more D: but anw's at least in this way more ppl can show up which totally makes it more CLASS outing :)

i prepared quite a few items for our treemates ;D
1)my mocktail! (actually it is cocktail for alcoholics like me :o )
2)volleyball (i hope got other ppl bring cos i doubt my 1 pathetic ball is enough...)
3)frisbee (also pathetic 1 so cross my fingers and hope ppl got bring too)
4) myself actually :D (ok...kidding)

ending this post hoping that everything will turn out well tomoro and everyone hav FUN ^.^

双喜临门

2008-10-18T23:31:00.000+08:00

a girl and a guy.

as easy as ABC how nice would it be.......but NO!! life is never that easy.

it just must be difficult and confusing and stupid and just....just....aiya speechless...

today was a very extremely important date to me.... 18 oct!

is it two important events:

1) a person who is important to me de birthday

2) it is a anniversary regarding me.

the person was the next important thing that i cared other than my mother....the person sometimes was even of a higher status and position in my heart then anything, ANYTHING else. it was the person birthday yet i could send the person no gift, not see her nor anything except a sms. i feel useless, very. loving the person so much yet i could do nothing. it is saddening to me.

not many noe who the person is but to those that noe... u all shld now how long i loved the person. i am not meaning to brag but it is jus so that i loved for so long but yet hav space for other love.

3 words: HARD TO EXPLAIN

the anniversary i have been waiting for....i thought i could hav gone out or maybe a sms recieved after such long time of not talking but wat i get was....(speechless at the moment) it made me felt real angry rather than sad cos' there is little love i guess. but it is over now and i will just take things in my stride for this matter :D

3 words: SO BE IT

my day was about like that bah.... oh yar.. i visited grandmama in hospital and cooked dinner and played audi. thats all :D

revived !

2008-10-14T18:29:00.000+08:00

random-ness

HEY! HAHA!

this is my first update since the "trial" of my blog... it seems that it almost was given a death penalty but yeah its alright now :D hehe thks to all those who were still reading my blog ;)

appreciate it !

anyways...the EOY has long been over and now it is party time already but not for long cos' the results would be out real soon. as soon as next week ! GAHS i am gonna die by then ....

i hope everyone get good grades and be happy and get promoted to a sec 3 class :)

WALAH! DONE

mug!

2008-10-05T21:30:00.000+08:00

mug with book :D

(mugging!)

today when i woke up at like 11plus like that i decided to go macs to study. i reached macs at 12.30pm and from there..i mugged till like 7.30 so it was a total of 7 hours but somehow...dunno how...jus somehow...it feels like totally nothing went into my head! like my mind totally BLANK! totally making me feel like shit cos' i spent 7 hrs yet no shit get into my head?! like WTF! the first timw i spent so much time mugging yet no freagin shit get into my head.

i am totally freak out now lah....cos' there is nothing in my head(how am i gonna pass my exam?) oh god help me >.<

GOSH i am gonna die...(hope pthers dun,good luck to them)

anw's i am goin to macs at 4 am tomoro morning to mug...so ppl who are interested,can join me :D (monfort's macs) so yep! good luck to all yeah :)

start it all new :D

2008-10-04T20:38:00.000+08:00

starting again :D

just felt like re-bloging again :) but this time lets hope it does not rot.

it is like science on monday and i hope everyone can do well for it :D including myself !

i bet people are mugging real hard for it and i wish them good luck.

but this time's paper all seem more difficult so i guess extra mugging is needed =)

been waking up i think bout 4am plus to study and for ppl who can wake up i think it is quite good so u can try it maybe one day.

had tuition this afternoon-science

it was a little ok and ? was cleared ^^

geog haven study! gahs....>.<

good luck to eveyone ! :]